The intimate connection between trauma, the body, and spiritual awakening is a journey many of us encounter but few fully articulate.

In my recent, profound conversation with Faye Laroux, we explored how the body serves as both a vessel for trauma and the ultimate portal to transformation.

Faye's path began on the prestigious stages of the American Ballet Theater, where at just 17 years old, she was immersed in a world of elite performance, perfectionism, and what she describes as "grooming" culture. The ballet world, while beautiful from the outside, contained darker undercurrents of control, misogyny, and voicelessness. As Faye explains, dancers are trained to let their bodies be shaped and directed by external forces, a pattern that can open vulnerabilities in other areas of life. This early conditioning created a foundation for both heightened sensitivity and susceptibility to manipulation.

What's particularly striking about Faye's experience is her perspective on trauma itself....

The journey of spiritual awakening often conjures images of dramatic, life-altering moments – thunder, lightning, profound revelations that suddenly change everything. But what if the most transformative awakenings happen quietly, subtly, with a gentle touch that reorganizes everything from within? This is what Claire Lottier calls "the gentle piercing" – an awakening that doesn't break you wide open in a single moment, but softens you from the inside out.

In our constant search for belonging, we often confuse external manifestations with internal truths. We seek dream homes, perfect relationships, and career success, believing these external achievements will satisfy our soul's longing for home. As Claire discovered through her own experience of manifesting (and then losing) her dream home in France, these external forms are merely reflections – sacred mirrors meant to guide us deeper into remembrance of who we truly are. What seems like loss becomes the greater gift when it leads us...

Morgan's Interplanetary Adventures Transform Trauma Into Spiritual Growth

In The Grace Space Podcast, I recently featured an extraordinary 3-part conversation with Morgan Rae Johnson, who shared her astonishing memories of serving in a classified space program. Her story takes us beyond our ordinary understanding of reality into a realm where the boundaries between dimensions dissolve and the vastness of cosmic consciousness becomes tangible.

Morgan recounts memories of serving two 20-year tours in the Secret Space Program, where she was stationed at different dimensional levels of Mars, Venus, and Saturn. What makes her testimony particularly fascinating is the detailed descriptions of life on these planets. On Venus, for instance, Morgan describes walking through a triangular dimensional doorway that transported her from a desolate landscape into a magnificent civilization where "the water sings, the trees can talk, and the animals do not kill each other."

Her experiences highligh...

What happens when you accidentally drop a poster about a urotherapy workshop into a sleepy village WhatsApp group?

If you’re me—Claire—you get a couple of face-palm emojis, a polite “No thank you,” and the unmistakable sound of silence... the kind that says: Who let the weirdo in?

At first, I flushed with embarrassment. But then I realized: this “mistake” wasn’t a mistake. It was a soul sneeze. A sacred slip. A glimpse of who I really am, accidentally revealed to people who weren’t ready—or maybe I wasn’t ready to be seen in that way. But it happened anyway. And it was perfect.

Because I’m no longer interested in hiding. I’m here to fully inhabit my Bonkers Pavilion—that uniquely weird, wonderful, multidimensional space that is me.

In a world that constantly pushes us to conform, filter ourselves, and present only the most palatable version of who we are, there's revolutionary power in simply being ourselves—weird edges, bonkers pavilions, and all. This authenticity isn't just pers...

The Hidden Frontier: What Morgan’s Secret Space Program Testimony Reveals About Humanity’s Place in the Cosmos

“It’s more ridiculous to believe we went to the moon once and never went back.” – Morgan

In Part 2 of my deeply compelling conversation with Morgan—a survivor of MKUltra and a powerful voice in the disclosure movement—we move even further beyond the edge of conventional understanding.

If you haven’t yet listened to Part 1, I strongly encourage you to begin there. In that episode, Morgan shares her early life, how she was selected for the Ultra Soldier program at just five years old, and the intense, often traumatic training that shaped her path.

This episode sets the stage for something even more astonishing: life in a vast, hidden space operation that exists parallel to the reality we’ve been taught to believe in.

Recruited into the Secret Space Program

At 17, Morgan was recruited into what’s now known as the Secret Space Program (SSP)—a clandestine initiative sep...

The intersection of energy healing and modern technology represents one of the most promising frontiers in our understanding of human health.

My experiences with the Energy Enhancement (EE) system in the last two years has highlighted how deeply our electrical nature influences our overall wellbeing, and how creating the right energetic environment can trigger profound healing responses.

The EE system is a remarkable technology that creates what can best be described as a "hyper healthy" energetic environment. Utilizing scalar waves and bioactive fields, this system generates a toroidal field—a donut-shaped energy pattern found throughout nature from galaxies to atoms, and most importantly, in the human heart. When I entered this space, I wasn't simply relaxing; I was being immersed in a field that harmonized with the very geometry of my energetic anatomy.

What strikes me most about this experience is the recognition that we are fundamentally electrical beings. Our cells communicate...

In a world where the veil between truth and deception grows increasingly thin, stories like Morgan Rae Johnson's emerge as beacons of awakening.

Morgan's journey from unwitting participant in clandestine government programs to spiritual warrior reclaiming her sovereignty offers profound insights into both the darkest corners of our world and the extraordinary resilience of the human spirit.

The conversation with Morgan begins with the revelation that as a five-year-old child, she was inducted into what she identifies as an MKUltra-related program following a traumatic sexual assault. This traumatic experience served as a deliberate gateway, priming her young mind for dissociation—a psychological defense mechanism that would become central to her programming. As Morgan explains, trauma before the age of seven creates a fracture in consciousness, allowing handlers to exploit these splits to create separate identities or "alters" that can be independently programmed.

Morgan recalls bei...

In a world increasingly resembling the fictional reality of "The Truman Show," finding clarity amidst confusion has become more challenging than ever.

Our latest episode of The Grace Space explores how we can navigate this complex landscape by understanding the fundamental nature of our universe: light itself.

The illusion around us grows more apparent each day. Like Truman Burbank, many of us are awakening to the realization that much of what we've accepted as reality has been carefully constructed. This "collective Terry Mueller moment" (referencing a poignant children's book about a girl discovering her entire life was built on lies) marks our species' growing disillusionment with mainstream narratives. From technologies that have been suppressed for decades to curated stories about UFOs that instill fear rather than asking the real questions that point to broader implications, we're beginning to see through the veil.

The challenge we face isn't merely recognizing manipulation bu...

The universe is vastly more complex than most of us have been led to believe. This realization struck me profoundly during my recent visit to my childhood home in Gulf Breeze, Florida—a place that once gained national attention for some infamous UFO sightings in the 1980s. As I sat on the pristine white beaches of the Emerald Coast, contemplating the countless grains of sand beneath my feet, I couldn't help but think about how this world is merely one fractal of an infinitely larger cosmic reality.

What fascinates me is how we've been conditioned to dismiss certain aspects of our reality that don't fit within the approved narrative. From childhood, we're taught versions of history that often don't make logical sense—like the notion that the pyramids were built by slaves dragging massive stone blocks with ropes. As children, many of us instinctively question these explanations, sensing the disconnect, but our educational system gradually trains us to stop noticing these inconsistencies...

"Why can't you just be yourself? Why do you always want to hide?"

I couldn't answer the question. No one had asked me that before. But I was carrying the weight of a secret, and the idea of 'being myself' was laughable. Why would I do that? Why would I hurt other people with the way that I am? It seemed selfish and at the time, out of the question.

But the seed had been planted by my teacher, and bore fruit in time. 

I started by letting my gray grow in. Actually, I shaved my head to totally expose myself. There. Not hiding that anymore. And eventually, courage became stronger than fear. Even if it did take a number of years to get to the point where I knew I would never keep secrets again.

Secrets have an undeniable way of altering the fabric of our lives, often cloaked in fear or shame. Many individuals grapple with the weight of hidden truths—a weight that can manifest as stress, anxiety, or an overwhelming sense of isolation.

The act of keeping a secret tends to generate a dua...